Tired and Sick!~

Im really tired and sick of my mom and dad...
I know is not my dad fault nor my mom fault.. but im just tired of them
I dont want to be the middle one anymore...

To Dad : I know you always wanted a happy family just like last time. And yes, so do I, Im wishing for it too.. Remember those day where 4 of us... every sunday do housework.. And guess what? Im liked it a lot...!!! After doing housework, 4 of us go shopping together although we didnt walk together, but its nice =\

To Mom : I know you always be the one who care us and the most careful and precise person. You also are the best. But you lack of caring towards family. Can see that you care your friend more did you know? If you didnt realise, i will tell you now! YOU CARE YOUR FRIEND MORE THAN US! You also say that I always think you pilih kasih!? Yes, i admit last time i did, but now NOT ANYMORE!
About how i couldn communicate with you, i also dont know why. Just for your information, reason is im scare and afraid of you. Im scare each time of what i do and say will get on your nerve. Thats the reason why!
And i do understand that you work hard for this family. And i just wanna say i love you all :)

Hais...

Bye!~

-JunHoe-

#33 - Disturbance

Its been not awhile since i last update my "dead" blog =x
But who cares!~ =D

Today is kinda a disturbance day to me ._.
At first... after breakfast with Kin Fui.. thought of going home to online but Mom took it for work. BUT guess what, she didnt use at all.. LOL!~ Nice sia LOL

Secondly, Im okay when mom taking my laptop although she didnt use at last, so i planned to go sleep. Then suddenly dad ask me go seremban... Which another one disturbing my plan =.=

And And And More importantly....

BYE!!~ :)

-JunHoe-

Random #32- My life and My Family

Well, its been a long time since i had updated my blog. Some of you may think its dead *pointing at cheap ching*

Today's post might kinda long and rude as in I may use some vulgar :x
So please dont mind me lol :)

First of all, i will tell about my life. I got 3 weakness in my life.
1st - dislike study
2nd - love to play game
3rd - relationship with mom is like *cant explain*

My mom always tell me that im good in everything compared to my sis but just that my studies is the only thing my mom and me will always argue about. My sis always get good grades. But me? I always get like grade C or D? Wow... isnt that fabolous? =_=

Next, i believe most of the teenager age same as me love to play game, Well, there is some who dont. I got a few friends as example. Well, as a result, they had a better life compared to me. Better in everything. Better results and etc.

Last is my relationship with my mom. Okay, here where it starts. I always treat my mom as good as i could. As i was saying, my mom once told me that im good in treating her compared to my sis. However, my studies was the only thing which could be a barrier between me and my mom. I always tried to study and get good results but I just cant. =\

Besides, whenever i dont know something, she always say " You already 20 years old but still dont know anything". Ya right, i know nothing. Happy? =\
I just know how to use all your money and make you angry. Whenever i tried to talk to you, but in the end, you will end up grumbling me from nowhere topic. Whenever i tried to communicate or joke to you, i will end up getting scold or grumbling by you.

Second Topic

I also hope for a happy family. I once had it but i dont feel it's here anymore. I dont know whether who is the one to be blame. Blame my dad for too stubborn or Blame my mom for changing religion? I really dont know.

Well, i used to blame my dad for too stubborn till i heard stories from someone. Then, i realised that dad was not fully wrong. He did what he need to do. He did what my mom cant do. And thats why i respect even more to my dad. He has his own thinking which he think is right. And im sorry dad :\

My mom is good in everything. However, all human is not perfect. She may be good in everything but she sucks in one thing. Friends is more important than family and relatives? Oh come on, family is our closest relatives that you ever had. I heard that my dad visit grandpa more often my mom. Come on MOM.. grandpa is your DAD and dad is just grandpa's son-in-law. Son-In-Law visit your dad more than herself. HAHAHAHHA!! what a joke...

Actually, after i heard some stories from someone about my dad, im not mad about dad anymore for being stubborn about religious issue. In chinese tradition, a family can visit dad side family anytime meanwhile a family can visit mom sided family during festival. Im not sure about this stuff so dont flame me if im wrong :)

Well, for your info, my mom always dislike going to dad sided family. And that really makes dad extremely angry. Furthermore, mom forbid my sis to go Cheng Ming to give respect to dad sided grandpa and grandma. I personally think that both mom and sis should go and give respect because mom is daughter-in-law and my sis is grandaughter. Shouldnt they pay even 1 time respect? To dad, i think mom is totally not respecting my dad sided family. And ya, i personally think she sucks in that.

AHHHH.. the more i say, the more im pissed. Dont ask me or leave any comment about this topic. JUST LEAVE IT!!! Thanks :x

P.S : Im blogging about this just to relieve myself from holding on cause i dont want myself to explode. So, please dont spread about this. Who wanna read, just read and keep your mouth SHUT.

Thanks and sorry for the grammar mistake and rudeness.
And sorry to my mom and dad if you had accidentally read this.
No offence cause this is what i felt.

-The End-

Random #31- Late Night Ghost

Ever since my holiday starts.. i have been sleeping like around 2-4am everyday -.-
Siao eh?
I also know de la -.-
And i also know its making me like no life =\

Advice : Dont follow my footsteps LOL

And And And

MOST IMPORTANTLY

IM BROKE DUE TO NO INCOME T_T

Anyone can please donate $$ to me :D??
I demand at least Rm10 / USD 5 / Euro 10 !!!

Poor kid have to go sleep lo~~

Ciaos~

-The End-

Random #30- Freedom & 4th August !!!~

As stated above... now is my freedom and holiday month to enjoy~ =)
In other words.. now is gaming life xD
Thats what most teenagers are doing... =D
Will miss my level 1 degree friends nia ><

Furthermore, celebrated sis birthday~~
Here are some of her schedule plans for her birthday...

Monday - She celebrated with friends
Tuesday - She celebrated with KF and us (family) *Pictures uploading ASAP*
Wednesday - She celebrated with her friends
Thursday - Nothing?
Friday - N/A
Saturday - N/A
Sunday - N/A

LOL... anyway my mom going to outstation for working..
Take care ya mom ><

I guess thats all..
Cyahs

Ciaos~

Random #29 - Exam Week

This week is my exam week...
And guess what? I never even touch / read a single notes or slides.. zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
AHHhhh~ now i know why people say im so relax during exam >.>

And yes.. im relaxing till the end :x
Stress is bad for health and make hair loss :x *wondering true or not*
So because of this, i chose to always maintain relax instead of stress..
Stress make our mind so heavy and cant sleep well and etc >.>

And ya.. im lazy to blog and go study :)

Ciaos~

-The End-

Random # 28 - Exams

Im facing exam real soon... if not wrong is on 27th July 2009.. @@
Well.. as usual... havent touch any books nor study =)
Had been skipping few classes... but not Tourism class =x
Will miss Mr.Naban very much.. had a lot of fun in his class ><
Hope Mr.Naban will be my lecturer again =)

Okays... here goes the plan...
On the next Monday... i shall proudly announce..

I WILL STUDY!!!

And i will study =)

And it will goes on till I finish my exams...
Nice planning eh? =D
Ya.. i also know it nice...
And ya... i'll will do it =x
*i think*

Anyway.. its getting late.. time to go to lalaland?
Skipping class tomorrow? *Most Probably Morning Class*
Why?
1 reason thats all...
I FEEL LIKE SKIPPING... LALALALALA XD

Ciaos~

-The End-